To give you a little insight on what it is like being ME, an Intuitive Astrologer can be accurately depicted by the above GIF from the movie Master Minds. My Gemini and Virgo aspects coming together is quintessential mathematical perfection; yet at times like these in history and the cosmos, these calculations running through my mind are enough to drive one mad. This is exactly how I have felt and visioned over the last two weeks, with intuitive messages flooding in and me viewing charts and calculating the aspects, it truly is like this with numbers and symbols taking over my consciousness. Although I tried to capture as many messages as I could during the recording of this week’s video, more messages and epiphanies rushed in and continue to do so. My fingers cannot write fast enough and I will attempt to share as much of this channeled information as I can without inundating you all with my crazy data.
If you have not felt the ups and downs of the current energy shifts, then lucky you. I am running the gamut from super highly charged energy all the way down to not wanting to get out of bed; it does not help that I was not able to sleep last night and I have heard I am not the only one with sleep disturbances and issues as of late and it does not matter how many ascensions you may have experienced, there is always room to heal, learn and grow during these Astronomical events. I am so overwhelmed by all of the calculations that I am paralyzed and exhausted and I have been either so full of energy or completely depleted and I cry every day; I have so much suppressed grief and sadness that I have been just letting it all out . Some of the symptoms of ascension sickness (from soworthley.com) include, but are not exclusive to the following shifts from 3D to 5D – how high can you go?
3D energies in 2019 will be experienced as…
Mental Symptoms
- Limited thinking
- Inability to see possibilities
- Repeat of anxious mental patterns or feeling “too busy”
- Difficulty sleeping
- Lack of creativity (boredom)
Emotional Symptoms
- Anger
- Feeling judged and needing to be right
- Relationship issues (often repeating or bringing up previously resolved issues)
- Conflict, both internal with self and external with others
- Excess fear or worry (often about not having enough or feeling a sense of losing or lacking something)
Physical Symptoms
- Feeling tired
- Aches and pains that come and go without cause
- Ringing in ears or headaches
- Lack of balance
- Nausea or feeling bloated
- Loss of appetite or overeating
Spiritual Symptoms
- Feeling isolated or cut off from spirit
- Disconnected from humanity and nature
- Ongoing sense of fear or dread
5D energies in 2019 will be experienced as…
Mental Signs
- New ideas
- Creative expression
- Understanding of new information
- Improved problem solving and clarity
- Ability to see opportunities
- Goal setting and achievement
- Ability to rest or “do nothing”
Emotional Signs
- Happiness for no apparent reason
- Abundance or sense of having enough
- Navigating challenges or unmet expectations more easily
- Self-moderation of moods and feeling balanced
- More gratitude
- Fulfilling relationships
Physical Signs
- Balanced or healthy changes diet
- Increase in exercise and energy
- More time in nature or noticing nature in the everyday
- Increased flexibility or range of motion
- Clear head
- Vibrant skin and a state of “glow”
Spiritual Signs
- Connected to others or the “all”
- Seeing signs and symbols in daily life
- Overall sense of alignment and feeling in flow
- Sense of personal awakening or knowing
With 2 Eclipses, 1 Solar on the New Moon in Cancer on July 2, 2019 at 10 °, 1 Lunar on the Full Moon in Capricorn on July 16, 2019 at 24 °, Mercury Retrograde beginning July 7, 2019 in Leo at 4 ° ending July 31, 2019 in Cancer 24 ° (officially 23 ° 57”) the same day as the second New Moon of July is a Black Super Moon in Leo at 8 °, we are launching new dreams, new attitudes and getting rid of the old. There is so much concentrated energy that I have been stressing, for months now, how important maintaining a highly pure vibration is essential in skating through this. I won’t lie, the struggle is real in constantly being mindful of our thoughts, words and attitude. Shifting a bad attitude or mood in less than 10 seconds is also essential so that we do not spiral out of control. Taking a breath or many and counting our blessings with each breath is probably the quickest way for me to shift, or putting on a rocking song and blasting it in my earphones. Candle gazing, meditating, exercising, walking, chanting, humming are all other ways that could help to shift you quickly. Practice this and keep your focus because the Lunar Eclipse will pack a punch.
Today, I am focusing on the Mercury Retrograde July 7th in Leo at 4 ° – although I always focus on the collective, I could not help but notice how this Retrograde aligns with me personally as my progressed Sun just moved out of 4 ° Leo a month ago and my progressed Moon moved out of 4 ° Leo about a week ago; so I can “see” that not only do I need to go over the last month of my life for my progressed Moon, but the last year of my life living in a 4 ° Leo progressed Sun. Did I mention that the powerful Lunar Eclipse on July 27, 2018 was at 4 ° Leo; my life as I knew it changed so drastically that day as I lost my beautiful Golden Retriever, Sugar during the Apex of the Eclipse and just as I have predicted on December 30, 2017. This is a time for me to heal this wound and the grief that I still have, not only from losing her, but of all the losses over my lifetime are bubbling up and I just really want to be that Leo progressed Moon and Sun; focused on The Self, myself, and regain my strength.
I would expect for the collective, this Retrograde will have you focusing on where you fit in; whether it be in society, in social circles or in the home and business. How does Your Self fit and where? We take this back to 24 ° Cancer, where we open up and allow ourselves to be vulnerable so that we can feel out where we truly belong within our own little world. Retrogrades (and we have 5 right now), is a time for rejuvenation, reflection and retreat; take this time to explore anything from the past that must be let go once and for all or at least healed on a higher level.
Leo wants to compete, be first, be right, have it all and it is a very ME-centric energy and Leo at 4 ° in the 7th House says “we need to consider other people and the relationships that we have with other people outside of ourselves”. We come out the other end in Cancer more self sufficient, strong and independent. Strengthened psychological qualities and physical strength.
A minor monkey wrench – Pluto opposes Mercury helping us gain perspective and self awareness on our own style of communication towards others and how our style of communication works and does not work allowing us to transform in order to expand, grow and improve communication and listening skills. Leo likes to do a lot of talking, but they are not good listeners, Cancer is the good listener that is not always great at speaking. This is a time for deep psychological analysis of ours and other’s forms of communication. Opposing opinions are strong, clashing, explosive, but if we keep an open mind and heart, good can come from just hearing another express themselves; you do not have to agree to be respectful enough to listen. Research and investigating all sides of opinions is highlighted for better understanding.
This week’s Weekly Wisdom will explore what each Sign should focus on during this Mercury Retrograde, so be sure to check out the video below and pick a card! xoxo and en-JOY! Kim